never heal

Love don’t come so easily
This doesn’t have to end in tragedy
I have you and you have me
We’re one in a million
Why can’t you see?

I‘m waiting, waiting for nothing
You’re leaving, leaving me hanging
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?
I treat you like a princess prince
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing, yeah?

I meant every word I said
I never was lying when we talked in bed
I’m retracing every step in my head
What did I miss back then?
I was so, so misled

I don’t understand
How could you forget what we had,
It’s so wrong

Things were so good
We had a little dream
A little dream together
Buy a house, settle down, do our thing
But you disappeared on me
And your heart, your heart went missin’
I don’t know how to find it
I don’t know where it is
I don’t know where your heart went
It was here just the other day
Now it’s gone
I’m gonna call the police
Call the investigator, the heart investigator

sepenggal lyric dr rooney..when did ur heart go missing…kyna pas bgt buat aq hari ini…theme qu hari ini…”I’m waiting, waiting for nothing..You’re leaving, leaving me hanging”…

tau apa yg bkin aq so mess 2nite?…setelah sekian lama ini ga ada kabar dr dia..tb” dia sms sok resmi bgt pke ’saya’ segala..padahal nanya ga penting gt…aq bales smsnya dg kata” seperlunya aja..tp kq pending truz…dasar naluri cewek bawaanna want to know aja…qu tlp dia….

dan begitu diangkat..omg..bkin shock bgt…sok resmi n aneh bgt…ky ngmg ma orang asing…dan dia menanggapi tlp qu kinda strange person…dan aq tau itu ngga bercanda…ternyata feelingqu bner…ternyata bukan aq yg leaving…ternyata dia sudah leaving duluan…maybe im rite…maybe he’s now in luv wit some random honkey there…

yep..aq ngerasa dibohongi…buat apa ngobrol panjang sebelum kmu pergi…klo tau bakal ky gini lebih baik aq tinggalin kmu saat itu…ga usah pke acara deal segala…”janji ya bakal mengurangi kemungkinan ke arah sana”…bullshit!..i knew at that moment…i was wrong believing u this far…

thx for beguile me..for gave me d’lie…n make me fool of myself…n oh yeah..gud luck 4 ur life…hope u’ll find wat u’ve been lookin for…not me of course….

GOSH!!..he they dumped me again!..i never know when will i really heal…

blm seberapa heal dr mantan yg terakhir…qu pikir dia bkal bantuin aq healing dr mantanqu…ternyata malah nambahin pain….yeah i never be loved actually…it’s okay..i dun mind..im getting used with that….

“me…the most unbeloved person on earth!!..”

…sounds nice…thx destiny!

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Published:
5.12.08 / 2pm
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